coffeeboy

2005-12-22T08:06:00.000+08:00

Good morning everyone... amacam? ade baik?..

Geez.. i swear to got tat yest paper i could get at least an A. but wtf.. due to i m stuck in e 2nd quest part two, thus resulting the other remaining sub questions, i cant do it.. so i just lost my 40marks just like tat.. its so damn frustrating.. i just hope i can pass. i can just pray that wateva remaining quest, i score... haiz.. imbecile.. down 4 subj, 1 more to go..yeeha.. enjoy...

well during term break, it makes no diff.. still nid to come back to skul to do plenty of projs.. i have 5 projs to be completed.. OMG tat is alot.. hope i have e strength

Ok.. i nid to start my revision for my tml paper.. den guys its soccer time k on e weekends.. cya.. good luck to everybody for ur papers..

2005-12-01T15:13:00.000+08:00

heloo everybody.. haha.. I have just realised tat it has been quite a very very very long time tat i update.. bz wif hockey n stuff.. besides skool has reopened.. damn.. so bored wif e tutorials n projs..

How r u all peeps.. now most students having their holidays.. whereas i m stuck in skool.. so not fair at all.. tkpe tkpe tkpe..

hmm.. juz wondering whether i should join the hocky club SCC.. i just fear commitments.. rite now i m already struggling wif projs.. the training ended late.. so i m having second thoughts even though i would really like to join so i can be a better player..

ok guys.. gotta get back to my work.. till next tyme.. adios..

2005-11-09T15:38:00.000+08:00

To all Muslims: SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!

halu.. long time neva update.. bz wif hockey training for e past few weeks...

las mon was e first day of skul.. damn first day skul started at 8am.. was so lazy...timetable sux more this time round.. haha.. but tat is not important.. wat i was looking for was e hockey tournament on tues.. which was yest.. TP versus SP.. wat drops e spirit is tat e opponent oso using red jersey same as us.. then we ended up using red jersey..haha.. e final score wan 6-0.. we won..haha..

tml is our second match.. TP vs NP.. hopefully we can secure a win.. come on ppl do come down n giv us ur support...

*(P/S:ITAS has opened... and all e stalls are halal!)

till here then.. wanna rest.. c u all hu are interested at the turf at 3.30pm to watch e match..

2005-10-17T08:33:00.000+08:00

alooha.. long time neva update.. rather bz wif alot of stuff.. recently qiam at mesjid ghufran las sat.. from 8am to nite we had this programme at ghufran called the Ramadhan Youth Challenge.. DJs from RIA came to interview us.. kinda cool.. suare kite kuar radio.. weweet.. haha..

That nite moz of us played soccer after terawih until around 1am.. den played carom wif my frenz.. two games in a row i won e most points..haha.. nearly two we juz sat down n chat.. around three plus i kinda KO.. too tired.. went to have a short rez.. nasib baik terbangun for sahur.. makan roti ngan ikan salmon kari.. gerek jugakla cos tkde tulang.. senang.. den after ate chilled out awhile den wen to sleep again...

nearly 7 went home straight.. upon reaching.. i washed up n den slept all e way till 4 o clock.. my dad woke me up to siap to buke kat rumah nenek.. Yay! happy.. da lame tk buke ngan nenek.. my nenek masak ikan tu sedap seh.. lembut..hahaha.. making me hungry rite now ni.. astaarafirullah..

now i am looking forward for my hockey match dis tues against Ngee Ann Poly at e CCBA... i tink so... it starts at 7pm to 9pm... now am thinking how to buka on tat dae.. haha..

now i guess i have to end here.. nid to do some werks.. ciao.. tk lame lagi raya.. hahaha.. yay!

2005-10-05T12:16:00.000+08:00

halu semue.. ape khabar?.. di sini mahu saja mengucapkan kepada semue umat Islam SELAMAT BERPUASE..

recaps.. remember e one i mentioned las time tat Tampines Rovers coach is training e mesjid team. well apparently its cancel and we are still training on our own.. recently Paya Lebar Punggol offers us a field to train n oso along wif training sessions tat can guide us.. but we turn them down.. quite sad huh.. neva mind..

but not until yest.. a Tampines Rovers coach i guess came up to me after terawih.. its not to brag ar.. i m juz shocked from wat i heard.. he wud like me to come for e trial n play for e prime league.. tat was TOTALLY COOL! imagine me in tampines rovers shirt n team.. wow.. an achievement..

i haven decide yet.. rather scared abit la.. e trial is in Nov.. i juz hope it never clashes wif my hockey tournament.. if i were to go for it, i guess i muz be really serius n oso committed to it.. gimme sumtime to tink bout it..haha..

well guess gotta go.. wanna help out at e mosque... cya..

*puase mate, puase telinga*

2005-10-05T07:36:00.000+08:00

Engkau bermula dengan sengsara

Dalam mencari bahagia

Terasa bagai bayang-bayang

Gelap walau disuluh cahaya

Pepasir pantai pun berubah

Pabila hakikat melanda

Ketenangan yang kau cari

Terpancar di lorong sufi

Kau hiasi rumah kasih abadi

Serik menghiasi singgahsana-Mu

Kau berjaya merubah segala

Kasih semalam menjadi esok

Kelunakan tangisan kasihmu

Dalam simpuhan ketaatan

Bagi mengharapkan keredhaan

Dari-Mu, Tuhan pencipta alam

Rabiatul Adawiyah

Serikandi yang tercipta

Sungguh agung pengabdianmu

Kau berjaya menjadi iktibar

Asmaramu dihampar suci

Pintalan dari awanan putih

Membuahkan titisan rahmat

Menyuburkan mawar yang layu

Namamu menjadi sanjungan

Ikutan ummah sepanjang zaman

Ayuh bersama kita susuri

Perjalanan kekasih Allah

2005-09-23T11:54:00.000+08:00

harlu everywan... haha... a huge relief... I mean HUGE relief!

I was pretty shocked to get my exams results this quick... usually i m e las few.. ahah.. n guessed wat.. i passed.. Yabadabadoo... even though my GPA dropped but i m pleased...n i tot tat i gonna take supp papers.. wat a day to celebrate.. K how to celebrate for todae.. i dunoe.. but wat i noe is soccer is e bez to enjoy.. later playing wif my pri skul frens..haha.. gonna be alot of fun eva since so long neva play wif them..

How about later having a surprise?.. haha.. muz come up wif a serius plan.. i am going bonkers seriusly... juz so damn happy.. haha...oops.. gonna be late for fri prayers.. cya... all e bez everywan for ur results...

~MiSsInG YoU~

2005-09-21T14:24:00.000+08:00

~MiSsInG YoU~

Our time together is now just a beautiful memory

That I will always and forever keep in my heart

I remember like it were yesterday you held my hand

And comfort me when I am feeling blue

Our distance love is difficult but I know we will make it through

You come and go in my life

You came to visit a day or two, then you take off

Leaving me a broken heart, and missing you night and day

We can only talk on the phone for a distance of time

Yet, I cry when I hear your voice every timeI miss your laugh

I miss your touch

And most of all I miss you

Even though we do not always see each other

I will still love you more than anyone else

I miss you everyday

2005-09-21T13:21:00.000+08:00

hmmm... i tot tat my diarrhoea is getting beta... but at times it comes back n e pain was there... wud i have e energy to go to the PERSADA like this? i have no idea.. hmmm... sumhow it reminds me of a msg.. n to be honest i really tot its a forward msg tat cant be bothered early in e mng cos i m sleeping... until i noticed this word "chicken".. thanx eh julie for giving me a waking msg.. read this:

"Wad do u call a stubborn chicken hu doesnt wan to go n see e doc?

Ans:
none other den nor muhammad aka mamad!"

thanx alot la julie.. but still i neva go n see e doctor for ur info.. lolx.. sape yg tk phm tu phm kan jelah..haha...

oh god how m i goin to survive these 2months of holidays... n e months to come.. it is so damn bored.. if 2 days i m gone, u cant take it.. den wad about me.. its for alot of months.. n shud i say forever..waduh.. takpe sabar ye.. dugaan...

"Sehari dua mungkin boleh ku harung, masuk ketiga terlewat ku termenung, selepas seminggu fikiran bercelaru

2005-09-20T12:00:00.000+08:00

hey... a huge relief... today feel much beta.. my diarrhoea i tink getting beta ar... or else its like suffering n ur ass juz feel sore... ouch.. n e only solution is to sleep... rite now since feeling beta.. spend tyme at home juz watching tv n playing games... had no one to tok to nowadays.. s tat sumwan is working n oso preparing for SIP tomolo.. its ok.. got ur pay dun forget me k..haha..

(p/s:to hueva taking SIP.. hope u like where u are posted n make full use of it... make it a pleasant one..)

k.. results will be released on the 24th of sept... the day for persada... n to admit.. for once i reali do feel scared... i guess i did not really prepared for my exams.. n tis is wat happens.. i juz prayed tat i passed... to get an A for my subj is really a small percentage..guess my GPA points will drop.. hmmm... i wonder whether afterall will i get my DHL.. :(

sumhow dun understand even wen my GPA above 3.7, i did not manage to get.. i dun noe how e hell are e candidates chosen.. well mebbe its not even meant for me..haha

k... now i m tokin crap.. guess too bored.. k.. ciaos.. wanna watch another dvd... till nex tyme...

2005-09-17T12:58:00.000+08:00

herlu... wat a sway day.. i had a diarrhoea rite after e camp.. i m so tired n in pain... well yest on fri had a meeting wif all e nadi people regarding e freshies.. a short wan.. in which after tat e guys went for prayers... after my prayers met wif some of my frenz and juz chilled out.. sori for bein like a wet blanket.. i m so tired.. sori ar.. well i m e weakest link after all.. well juz wanna sae swit of u to sumwan tat escort me home.. appreciate it.. takut nah lau i pengsan...haha...

at nite went to catch a late movie at tm wif my family... ONE MORE CHANCE.. a movie by jack new.... e movie is basically about e yellow ribbon which was my dad's project.. e movie overall was funny.. but i did not really laugh la.. cos moz of my time i m groaning in pain cos i havin this diarrhoea.. but still i managed to eat 1 box of popcorn... throughout e movie sumhow i received alot of phone calls from different people... its so irritating.. but sumhow i juz picked up e important calls.. cos they call for a reason.. unlike ome people dun understand english.. neva mind...

haha... reached home around 12 plus in which then i goal.. haha.. so tired... well tat is e second movie which i watched wif my family together... n i really enjoyed it...

back

2005-09-17T12:20:00.000+08:00

yay! i m back in business after suffering a 2 day 1 nite camp.. wah very strenuous... lets recap k...

FERST DAY
report at 8am in e morning... checked in.. den get changed for running.. ran for 2km at e stadium in 20mins... den straight away training.. the weather was hot.. drencehd in sweat..eeee... k den washed up... watch a video about hockey.. and obviously i am e ferst wan to fall asleep..haha.. then finally a hockey match with TPJC... our coach danker recorded our match to let us watch e nex day..we won 3-0... the scorers are kaibin, me and haikal.. haikal scored nearly wanna cried.. haha.. so emotional.. oh ya during e match 1 guy from tpjc discolated e knee i think.. fahmi, i wish u all e bez n hope u have a speedy recovery.. we will always be there for you.. went for light weight training... den washed up.. had dinner and den went to the alumni lounge to watch e longest yard.. a funny movie which all e boys laughed non-stop.. haha.. girls are so boring on tat day... well i guessed the boys are not tired on tat day.. few reasons are..
1) free carbonated red bull drink
2) glucose water flavoured strawberry n grape mix wif ribena
3) design food

SECOND DAY
woke up early in e morning to jog at e bedok reservoir in a short period of time.. i was limping during e first half and i was last.. cos my body started to give way.. aching all over along wif cramps.. but wif perserverance i continue e running and force myself till e end.. i got second.. haha.. truly proud of myself.. i m so tired after tat, tat i cant even eat my breakfast.. rez for half an hour.. den its training... by this time all e guys are like fainting.. gerls are still ok. i tink their training are not tat strenuous afterall... haha... quickly we guys washed up after tat.. had lunch den went to e alumni lounge for our video.. we are televised..haha.. alot of funny moments.. we laughed throughout e video.. after e video we rez while waiting for our match vs ACSI...this is a good schoolwhich we tot tat we will lose... but we won 1-0.. e scorer is jonathan... the coach finally praised us on our performance for these two days.. i m really proud of e team cos.. even though we are tired, worn out, sick... we still hold on...

2005-09-13T17:23:00.000+08:00

Holidays have juz started yest n todae is a second day.. n i m juz worried shit for my results.. fear tat i will nid to sit for supp papers.. hope i survive.. ok tml will be gone for my hockey kem for two days. confem will be gerek n oso tiring.. nex week will den be Persada kem.. i m act looking forward for tat..

I dunoe which job shud i take... cos i m reali committed wif my soccer from fri to sun.. geez.. i m so bored at home.. from early morning 24/7 in front of e comp.. n i miz u badly la kuih bakar.. haha...

Sumhow i feel like sleeping now.. cya...

"Bad things are not the worst thing that can happen to us. NOTHING is the worst thing that can happen to us."

PiCs

2005-09-04T01:22:00.000+08:00

The host for todae..

Here comes e flower gerl....

First present... Butterfly necklace..

Second present.. Diamond ring..

Third present.. Locket..

The cake..

Cutting ceremony..

Being cut.. Ouch..tat do feel hurt...

Last but not least our special guest of honour...

~SuRpRiSe~

2005-09-03T08:49:00.000+08:00

after much disappearance.. i m back.. haha.. to update a bit.. ok spent our whole week studying at popeye.. n i tink i do look like popeye..lolx.. yest was e bez cos we had a surprise party.. kwang kwang kwang.. i will updates e pics soon wen i have e time.. this is to celebrate 3events in 1 go.. teachers dae, berfdae n lastly...hmmm... pandai pandai pikir.. haha.. sori la yer if neva spend tyme on ur bdae tis sun...

i plan for this thing for quite long n i myself am kan cheong.. haha.. after prayers collect e flower n e cake.. tot wif e help of sumbody tat wen meet me, i could ask her to carry e flower instead i m e wan carrying it.. so e paiseh.. the first time i bought seh flowers for sumwan.

reached e airpot.. wif my own tactical plan we came from behind to attack.. expert in this, mamat strangle her eys from behind n she was shocked... haha.. k la.. act cover dear rabz eyes.. n we quickly put e cake from behind.. she was surprised i tink.. n tat is where kak long passed my flower to her. Rabz nearly had a heart attack.. wanna see all e presents.. tune in for more k till nex tyme... (p/s: ape akibatnye lau nak jadi wonderwoman? :P)

seriusly to dose hu havin their exams all e bez aite... gud luck.. same goes to the A level students... take care

Oh No...

2005-08-21T10:58:00.000+08:00

Two weeks left b4 exams.. now is e revision week from all e lectures... cannot cabot hor.. veri e impt esp in giving tips..hehe.. pas tu da study week.. then exams... 4 written papers seh.. tu tkpe.. tapi bleh on wed tu 2papers seh.. leh mati ar...

Yest had sum fun wif e nadi peeps... i salute to my SaYaNg for watching this horror movie.. "Land of the dead".. thru out e show asyik die menjerit je.. so cute..haha.. overall ok kan.. haha.. yg ikot tu.. cume syahid,aishah,wan,azmi n mairah... sapi n kiki later on mit up after our swensen meal... then terserempak ngan zah,kin,idah,irfan n farhan... haha.. tkleh update lagik la... yg tk ikot tu rugi la..haha..

(p/s: i promise k to u.. i will watch bewitched nex week wif u... i noe u wan it.. can c ur sadness in ur face yest..hehe..)

Then went for my "klas ugame".. (:p) and reached home 11plus... haiz..

tomolo is e deadlines for all my 3projects... my MCT,MOE,MTNPROJ1... waduh... harap2 semue goes well... k lah.. nid to do some touchup for my projs.. i will c u wen i c u k... haha.. adios..

*CoFfEe BoY*

RuNiNg AwAy

2005-08-14T00:10:00.000+08:00

hey.. quite a long tyme neva update...
ok lets recall.. basically this week not much happening.. juz enjoying as much as each day past by.. my dearest gegerl is alwaes there wen i nid her.. thanks for everitink..

yest was my soccer tournament at Ngee Ann Poly... We are in League B.. a total of four teams in each league.

1st match draw with Al-Istiqamah
2nd match lost 1-0 to SAF perdaus
3rd match won 3-0 to Incompetibles
resulting in 3rd in overall thus neva qualify.. guess not our luck for now..

yest ran in e tournament from mng till afternoon.. and also ran at nite wif my gegerl.. haha.. quite surprising she can run... haha...

cant wait till evening though.. wanna go seoul garden wif my family.. yahoo!..
oh ya juz remembered hav 4 tez this coming week... haven even study for it.. juz feel so lazy..
besides currently having this sore left eye n also coughing n a bit of flu. tml is my MOE presentation.. hope it werks out well... after the presentation... i can focus more on my robot proj and my MCT.. then focus more on exams.. so fast tyme fly by... soon another semester arrive.. and after tat sumwan will be graduating ferst.. aww... tapi not to wori, our love will be strong and alwaes forever.. u will alwaes be remembered in my heart no matter where i go.. haha... 143..

Back to my proj peeps... biler budak nadi nk kuar lagik ar?.. after exams k... make sure k.. ppl plz organize...

2005-08-10T00:49:00.000+08:00

Happy National Day!!!

*CoFfEe BoY*143*

2005-08-07T15:42:00.000+08:00

A day to remember for the pleasant n e unpleasant things tat had happened on e 6th of Aug...

I would like to thank to sum ppl for wat they hav done...

nearly had a fight wif sumwan tat is so attitude in e game n after e game.. but if we were to fight if will be a bad name for the skul hockey team which has just been established.. luckily the players in e skul team r all like braders.. they protect me n alwaes dere for me.. guys thanx alot for yest.. you all are e bez... n for ur info we won TPJC 2-1.. can u dig tat sucka!

haha.. n i wud like to thank sumwan for e wonderful n tremendous da yest.. a day to be remembered at orchard library..haha.. dun wori wat promises i hav said or made will alwaes be carried out...

Oh ya juz reached home.. had a mini shopping wif my dad juz now..haha.. quite fun ar skali skala kuar ngan dad je shopping..haha... well guys take care k.. exams are juz around e corner... so buck up n start revising now... * as if i would revise*.. haha..

*CoFfEe BoY*

2005-08-04T22:50:00.000+08:00

Erm this is like a poem tat i wanna share tapi a diff type of poem...

Waking up to see you is happiness

But realising that you are gone is sadness

This is called love

And they all said you have to be in a

relationship to fall in love

How true can this be

Being in love with someone is happy

Being rejected is another issue

Part and parcel of life we must accept

Being there for you even when you're down or happy

To share the joy and sorrow together

How romantic will that be

To fiddle with your fingers

To comb your hair

And enjoying the moments together

Expressing the love through hugging

Is a nice thing to do

Feeling the warmth of love

Accepting for who you are

And what you are

No doubts about it

Always been caring,loving

Understanding and loyalty

That is what everyone wishes

Balancing time with friends

And utmost families

Shuld be agreed to avoid misunderstandings

Love is a potion

Love is everything

Love is love...

*CoFfEe BoY*

2005-08-03T22:18:00.000+08:00

A phrase to share with everyone out there...

And they all said you have to be in a relationship to fall in love...

I m so not feeling well todae.. tapi after eating my panadols, which someone reminded me umpteen times, i feel much better... i m so hungry tat masak maggi pun nyanyok.. haha...

i wanna rez for now... muz recharge my body for Sat's match versus TPJC... Finally a match.. yay!.. oh n hell yeah i m looking forward for my soccer tournament held at Ngee Ann poly on e 13 n 20 Aug... Guys wished me luck...

B4 you all go.. ppl do visit this link..

http://www.thesecondholocaust.blogspot.com.. its so pissed off.. n do tag at this blog.. how can they write bout us like this.. plz.. do spend ur time awhile to read this...

*CoFfEe BoY*

Malaysia

2005-07-31T03:54:00.000+08:00

In life i do wonder whether i have make the right choice or decision... Juz a wrong step/move sometimes can make you feel regret for the rest of your life... Trust me. However each time i do things, or make a decision i will think beforehand what is the possible outcome? Am i doing the right thing? But what ever the outcome is i must accept and continue with me precious life. Life is so full of ups and downs.. Without them life is bored.

My abg sedare juz had an operation at the right hip... When i visited him at the hosp yest, I feel so kesian seh... And my mum keep reminding me "Never to take motor license"... This is a conversation wif my uncle which i dont understand.. but i juz smile.. if sumwan understand explained to me plz...

Uncle: "Putera nak naik motor? Amek motor lesen ke?"

Me: " Nak tapi mak tak kasi"

Uncle: "Bagos tu.. Lesen kereta tak amek?"

Me: "Nak jugak"

Uncle: " Oh habes ko.. Susah ko nanti... haha"

Me: *confused but juz laughed*

Then my whole family laugh..

Ok now at my uncle house overnight... Went to the kebun kat blakang rumah.. gather some durians which had dropped.. take some rambutans and buah kelape.. anxious betol semue my kuzzins.. The cybercafe 24hrs eh.. cool... haha... Nanti juz planned to merayap at e mall onli.. oh ya bought e "Black hawk down" dvd.. YAY!

hmmm... here at this place for once i experience the silentness of my hp. And i reali feel akward... This shows tat how important seh tat sumwan to me.. As mentioned.." Makan tak kenyang, Mandi tak basah".. dun get wrong k, its juz a sentence.. but i do bathe k..haha...

*CoFfEe BoY* - missing tat sumwan badly

2005-07-30T14:41:00.000+08:00

~Always and Forever~

Basking in the warmth of your smile
And the music of your laugh
I feel your tenderness
And your oh so witty style

I dunnoe why god blessed me
With such a friend as you
But it makes my pleasure complete
And very happy too

The way you always know me
And exactly what to do
When my loneliness gets me down
And I am so very blue
The way you see into my soul
And looked behind my eyes
And I dun have to hide my feelings
And put on a disguise

With you I learned to trust
And as I person I have grown
Who could have possibly told me
How could I have known
That you would come in to my life
And my beauty would start to bloom
And like a pretty butterfly
Come out of my cocoon

To share your tender heart
The warmness of your smile
The courage of your wisdom
For these I would walk for miles

To be thinking of a time
When you would no longer be there
For me to gaze upon in delight
And all our feelings share
Is not acceptable to me
Because in my life
Is where I want you to be
Always and forever.

*CoFfEe BoY*

2005-07-29T23:16:00.000+08:00

Yeah... ooops.. wrong spelling... haha... should be YAY!

Finally managed to take some time out of my busy schedule to update... *cheer* Nak katekan juz reached home jugak la around 9plus.. Went for my soccer training... quite tiring ar... tapi ape leh buat... Muz train my fitness... haha... found out tat soccer match on SUn cancel.. boring seh.. abeh sok nyer hockey match pun cancel.. haiz.. Tapi shud juz train myself to get prepared for both of e tournaments..

wow! reached home kan.. my sensitive nose TER"smelled" something pleasant... guess wat???... Ur time is up.. DURIANS!! we were like eating this 6biji of durians. Confidently stood up nak cuci tangan... then my parents were like saying.. jap..lom habes.. then me puzzled...padahal semue da kopek... rupe rupenye ade lagi 6 kt bawa meja tersembunyi.. wow!.. sedapnyer..yum... *drool* ngan jelez k...

k guys... back to my project now.. still have alot of stuff to do.. juz wanna sae tat i really enjoy e moments tat happen for e las few mths... thanx to hueva they are... haha..

Can i feel the love?? so classic expression kan.. haha

*CoFfEeBoY*

2005-07-25T23:09:00.000+08:00

Hey my brain is so tired of thinking wat to do... dunoe wat to do nex.. N i oso dun noe wat exactly i wan in life.. maybe wat i wan in life, i may not achieve tat thing.. Can sumwan help me.. My mind juz went blank thinking about all these stuff.. i m juz so confused as e day goes by... each step i take n make in life is making me confuse.. confuse.. confuse... nid to sort things on my own...

Well juz found out tat my abg sedare yg kat Malaysia met wif a motor accident.. well nampaknye my mum will be lagik bising to even allow me to take my motor lesen... irritating seh... tat is wat i wanted... die krg kt ICU.. juz waiting now for calls from my relatives... i heard needed an operation... juz hope he is fine... waiting anxiously now..haiz...

*I don't know what to do, 'Cause I'll never be with you*

2005-07-25T10:23:00.000+08:00

In my boring MCT lab once again.. someone plz save me.. take me away from this torture..lolx.. nk berdrama lak...

ala... e project still haven complete seh... i m so scared ar...scred of failing.. tapi heck care la... at least now my grp members are much cooperative now... JILL!!! where e fishing hell r u?.. alwaes on fishing MC... i m so sori la gerl if u failed.. u neva even contribute to e groups.. all of us are helping e bez we can.. but u urself not doin ur job... we all gave u several opportunities.. but u screw them.. i m sori.. but u r eliminated.. haha... cam game survivor lak.. if u r reading this... u beta bring ur ass down to e klas for nex mon k... i warning u...

k..later hav a meeting at 6.... i m havin my klass until 8.. nampaknye slalu kena cabut jap la...ar..takpela.. cabut jelah...hehe.. da biase...

eh.. i beta do my project ferst... still a lot more to do.... update again la nex tyme... sori peeps for net spending sum tyme wif u all... ppl.. juz cal me k if there is anitink..bz bz pun i can still chat wif u all k... ciao...

*CoFfEe BoY*

2005-07-24T16:40:00.000+08:00

alooha.... been rather bz this week... skool stuff, hockey, family,soccer, frenz, nadi... naseb baek lum ade gerl... "still single but negotiable"---> quoted by one of e computer game... lau ader pun doesnt make a diff la.. at least ade org to love n care for... haha... mamat mepek.. stress la.. sori.. haha...

K... yest was e AGM.... it didnt look successful to sum ppl or to sum wan la... dun wanna mention names...

juz 4get bout it la... spoilt my mood for yest... tapi after tat, lepas lepak... oklah... cool down a bit... i reali got nothin else to write.. juz tat my mind is currently packed wif my proj. Damn e deadline is tomolo.. n i m like stil dunoe wat m i suppose to do seh.. grp members semue cam tahi ar.... ok lah peeps.. ciao ferst..

*CoFfEe BoY*

2005-07-18T08:49:00.000+08:00

Hey.. After a 1 week break.. and i am back in skul.. wat a term break.. its like e same to me.. still going back to skul n oso additions of outings here n there.. haha... Everytime its Monday blues... each classes i going attend, i will be scared..scared of my results..haha... ala... if bad i muz buck up la..haha..

k yest match... Yay! Ghufran team won..... 4-1.... all e goals were scored in e ferst half...

the scorers are: Me!(3..hat-trick seh...) and Azraie(1)

the teams consist of:

Defenders: Isa, Nassier, Abdillah, Zainal

Midfielders: Ustaz Ahmad, Hasi, Zahid, Bob, Azraie

Striker:ME

Good job guys..haha... n now my body is aching all over after strenuous training n matches in hockey and soccer.. guess tat is life... nid to push urself everytime.. even though now still havin a slight fever.. guess in few days will be fine...

i nid to go for now.. i hav to discuss about my proj...which i m so lost... n there are onli 3ppl in my grp members each time.. the other 2 alwaes MIA... very e frustrating..haiz... piece of shit.. At this rate i m gonna fail for my project sia... k me outz.. ciao... *frustrated*

*CoFfEe BoY*

2005-07-16T22:05:00.000+08:00

BOO! juz reached home n still hav a slight headache.. haha.. dun giv a damn bout it la..

oh ya juz now had a friendly match for hockey against pioneer jc.. three halves.. first half lost 3-0, second half lost 4-0, last half lost 2-0... a huge defeat for all of us... and our coach Danker was utterly mad at us.. well to be honest, he juz kip praising e gals... n juz now true enuf he scold each one of the boys that were playing.. ironically e gals won which was unbelievable against tpjc.. After the match heard that the hockey trainings will be extended to wed,fri n sat.. sori bros cant attend on e friday training.. had my soccer training la...

Went to yaasalam food court for our lunch b4 heading to peninsula to buy a new hockey stick... the guys tat went were Asheem(BoB),Ahmad(BoOn),Haikal(Babe), Fazly(lum kasi nick) n me(pandai2 cari lau nk tahu..)... e journey was fun wif them la..tapi another thanx to yg spend tyme wif me on e fone.(",)

Sampai kedai die je.. me dah like wahhhhhh..... banyak nyer hockey stick nak pilih.. macam macam colour lak tu... macam nk pilih bini kite semue..haha.. tapi onli ahmad,asheem n me je nk beli... i tried asking e Mike to recommend me a stick.. ask my parents advice tu semue.. finally made up my mind to buy this stick at $110.. Gray's composite fibreglass stick... kind of cool.. n i like fall in love wif e stick at ferst sight..hehe.. leh gituk.. the original price was $160.. wow.. alot of discount.. receive a free hockey bag oso... great bargain... at last the three of us bought e same sticks..haha...

went to bk jap.. hav a drink n tok craps b4 heading home n separated... i alighted wif fazly at Simei.. as my parents wanna go makan there... cam malas.. tapi tkpela..skali skala... n finally now da kt umah.. yay! katil pun da memanggil..Ok go! haha... tomolo ade soccer match at 3o'clock.. tak sabar seh... nitey ppl.. wanna rest.. nk recharge battery lam bdn i..haha... ciao.. assalamualikum waalikumusalam..

*CoFfEe BoY*

2005-07-15T22:39:00.000+08:00

Hey juz wanna update bout yest.. tapi mls...but wat can i sae is... sape pandai?

Wat is nangka in english?

Wat is cempedak in english?

I dun wanna sae anitink else la.. nanti drop water face je.. hehe...

(p/s: sumwan yawn 6 n e half times yest on e journey home) tk paham kan.. mamat pun tk paham.. wakakakaka... k wanna share a sajak wif u all... asyik poems je.. karang mari mamat tunjuk kemelayuan mamat k..hehe..

~SePiNyA DiRi~

Sepinya diri

menjadi warna bertukar-tukar

mendirikan wajah

di kaki-kaki gunung

yang berjejeran di tengah penghidupan.

Baris demi baris

hati ini masih terus membersit

menggeliat dalam gerak

melepasi batas-batas yang menyekat.

Sepinya diri

bukan apa-apa

sekadar supaya bersahaja

tidak berpura-pura

kuat kerja

dan terus berusaha.

K todae wen to skul to book my next n e las cds for my nex semester.. cepatnyer da nk masuk yr3 ni boboi..haha.. tak lame lagik jugak ar... oh ya ferst choice is problem solving technique.. hope it is easy though...

then went to had my breakfast kt macdonald.. was a bit late for e meeting at 12 wif e nadi peeps.. N zah was like angry.. zah macam sindir me je zah... sori k...

After prayer went home, rez jap, enjoy jap, ngok citer pimp my ride jap kt mtv.. then outz again.. it was raining.. n i started having a painful headache.. was initially taknak pegi tapi.. tkpelah.. afterall its not wasted ar.. s i get to play this sun match at 3 kt my former skul..TAMPINES SEC... yay!.. rindu seh.. the opponent was e same s e wan tat was postponed las week... tapi juz now missed alot of chances.. 2 hit e post.. n e other like narrowly wide.. argh.. so pissed off tapi i dunoe y e hell i scold e post..haha.. cam orang selenge..

well tml is my hockey match against pioneer jc.. n e gerls against tampines jc.. hope can be on formed again n score for my teams.. we can do it.. guys lets train hard n do our bez.. we muz get prepared for IVP tournament.. like we all mentioned.. kite semue like abang2.. can share everitink k.. tapi wen cums to gerls takde share share eh.. haha.. yay! gonna buy a new own hockey stick for myself... cant wait.. after training will be goin to peninsula wif my frenz.. ok go!

alrite guys.. i shud hav my rez ferst.. or else tml wil be muke stone je..haha... nites everiwan...

*CoFfEe BoY*

2005-07-14T09:32:00.000+08:00

~So CoNfUSeD~

Through it all,
I did wonder if I had it all.
My soul is strong with inner strength.
But it's the so hard to sort through.
Wondering how am I going to get through.
Such emotions I have.
This life I have,
Sorting through the pain I've been through.
Confused often,
Dragged to my knees to often.
As I try to run away from my fears.
But always tried to drag me down with tears.
For I am a confused soul.
Just trying to become whole.
Through it all,
I did have it all.
But I lost it all.
If I can get through,
This pain I have inside.
Then I would not have to hide.

Jua a poem to share b4 i update for yesterday events...haha... oh yah needed to cum skul for my hockey werkshop.. supposedly to be a camp tapi they say its a las min thingy so cant have a camp.. shit!.. everiwan was like looking forward la 4 e camp.. but they announced that we may hav a camp during e semester break..yay!.. leh explore e skul mlm2..haha oh we hav a new advisor for e hockey team.. high expectations is good..to me he is karet n i was like makin fun of him yest during briefing.. well afterall ppl were laughing at him.. he was saying like training 4 -6 times per week.. wat the fish!..haha.. our schedule for diff ppl ended at diff timing.. e moz we can do is on wed n sat the trainings... i m e type of ppl that wen i go training i dun care reali care wat e coach or advisor said to me.. dun believe ask my frenz hu hav been in e same sport s me.. i dun even give a damn to them..haha i m so bad...

Oh ya yest starts off training at 9am to 12pm.. we did some basic drills, tactics n skills... it was a scorching day for us... But afterall we did it.. yes.. n i m getting darker... oh during one of e mini match.. i n jonathan collide.. *OuCh* my head knocked into his.. n i c diff berds flying..hehe..

I checked my fone n there was like 4missed calls n it was a same number... i ingatkan sape... rupe rupenye... jeng jeng jeng... curi tulang eh..hehe... oops... washed up then went for lunch at Techno... makan half spring chicken rice... sedap seh.. n my frenz makan ayam tk habes..i habes kan..haha.. bertambah buncit lah me.. haha..

Came back skul for our video session.. showing us the skills tat can be applied in e game.. it was fun n i learnt quite a lot from it.. halfway i was like sleeping n e captain came n woke me up.. haha... naseb baek e gerls da gone to e other side of e room..lau tk paiseh...

we were then divided into gropus of boys n gerls... goin to hav our match of soccer n also hockey match.. e boring part is.. the guys cant score n e e guys cant tackle e gerls.. so e mendak e match..haiz.. tapi overall my team still wins..haha..

The time past by quickly tat it was alreadie 7plus... washed up again n left e skul around 8.40pm.. had to turun kt afghanistan.. bought dinner for my family then went home.. this werkshop is worth it la.. shud hang around sum more peeps.. we can do it for IVP tournament... i promised u all tat i will score.. n we will carry e trophy..YAY!.. oh btw this yr IVP tournament is host by TP so do cum to support us..

well guys..tats all la..quite a long entry todae.. wanna rez a wile b4 goin out.. can i survive until Sun?.. i tink i overwerk yest.. pulled my hamstring.. yo peeps do take care... ppl dun force urself if u cant do it..k? dun be like me..haha (i do force myself everitime..hehe..)

*CoFfEe BoY*

2005-07-12T22:18:00.000+08:00

Juz reached home.. feeling dead, feverish n tired.. juz feeling tat my whole werld is crashing down upon me.. argh... hari da nk kiamat...hehe... bertaubat la semue yer... tapi lau leh takmo la.. aku nk kahwin ade anak n cucu dulu..hehe...

Well started e day wif goin to skul to book e stuff for AGM.. tapi eventually its a bloody waste of time s the SDC is closed... pandai pandai ko la zah.. aku cal ko tk angkat... macam mane aku nk harapkan ko.. Then went to slack at Bedok... Finally met up with my family at east point in the evening kt Sakura.. i reached they were like halfway eating n they had ordered for me bandung.. (minum lagik.. tapi tkpe fav per.. :P).. So actually i yg lambat la... hmph will be 1 whole day in skul from morning for my hockey werkshop until at nite... i guess will not reali enjoy.. it all depends on my mood n how my fever is..

k b4 i tercuci my comp atau keyboard... let me beromantikan ngan katil dulu yer... ciao.. hapi belated bdae to sapi n kiky k.. hope u guys like e presents...

*CoFfEe BoY*

2005-07-10T07:26:00.000+08:00

"I love u,U love me

We're a happy family

With a great big hug and a kiss from me to u

Won't you say you love me too?"

Morning... juz wake up from my sleep.. had a tirin day yest.. 1 whole day from morning was out till nite... quik review... in e morning play soccer wif my pri skool frenz..had fun.. FIFA street betol care kite main.. Shahryl(Mok).. lain kali ngan buat bicycle kick lagik.. kan da sakit.. nk fifa street pun memadang tempat la.. haha... hey guys sori eh left early, ade hal la... ala sekali sekala letak bola ke tepi seh..lolx..

It was alreadie plan tat after soccer i shud go for my Nurikhwan.. tapi due to unforseen circumstances.. malang... hey guys good job... do update me more nex tyme.. ngan las min lagik k... Had a walk at tamp.. ate lunch which was the bbq chicken wing rice... memang betol e joints of e chickens are hard.. time ayam ni kecik2 memang minum susu ar...haha.. oh cont wif e journey again..n then finally "balik" time... behind where i sat got this two small kids..haha.. they were funny n i was like eavesdropping wat there were tokin.. tak baik boboi..haha.. they were so young tapi da pandai mengumpat ni..haha.. sape ajar..mesti "nenek" die tau.. wakakak

(p/s: someone yawned 9times on e way home..haha.. record.. kecian...)

Oh ya then crossover n took my bus...cos had my kelas mlm at 8.. sampai 8.15 pun lum start..haiz.. i was sitttin at e back.. n basically i was not listening to e ustaz.. bdk2 was discussing sal bola todae... oh ya todae bola is cancelled due to dpt book a soccer field..boring seh... tapi tkpe...rez kt umah pun bagus... haha..yest terlalu nyanyok ar da penat ar... i send to ppl e wrong msg... paiseh.. nenek ngan jelez eh i kalahknan ur nyanyok..oops..haha...sori to huever i send wrongly..haha.. my kuzzin lagik kelakar wen she received my wrong msg.. she was like..ape ni..nk tahu.. haha... kaypo!.. biler nk dtg my umah seh kuzzin aku ni..haiz... tapi tkpe... now is e time to spend time wif my frenz... its term break time.. YAY! Ok go!..

hmmmm... shud i or shud i not go for tml... haha... citer ape seh.... then e plans n e time semue tk tahu..haha... ppl mesti update me tau.. lau tk i MIA..haha... sape sape la... secretary where is ur efficiency?..haha

k guys wanna go do some stuff... Its game time..haha.. guys do take care... anitink call or msg..haha... Adios amigoes...

*CoFfEE BoY OutZ*

2005-07-08T23:04:00.000+08:00

MiStAkE

I look to my fingers to write out some wisdom,

I look up above to try and read the Kingdom,

I look all around, in and out, even crawl through to see,

But all I can find is there are no answers for me.

Hesitant at first to admit my feelings inside,

But as time went on, I could no longer hide.

I fell, and fell hard, and had not one regret,

When my heart found love, my mind was set.

You, you were wonderful, too good to be true,

That saying is valid, for I no longer have you.

You came and went, leaving me alone

And now I'm recovering in the place from which I was thrown.

I know more now than when first I came,

What I know now is my feelings are not the same.

So mixed up and jumbled; never making sense

The only thing clear is life is no white picket fence.

I miss falling into you, knowing that you're there,

But now I know that's with somebody else you share.

I won't ask questions because silence will follow,

But I just want to know how much longer my heart will be hollow.

*CoFfEe BoY OutZ AgAin*

2005-07-08T22:53:00.000+08:00

~UnTiTLEd~

I feel so diffident in your presence,

Your confident playfulness drips all over me

You played with me like a little boy Would play . . .

You have spiraled my emotions

I sit here speechless . . .

Your weariness shows in your dark Puppy eyes . . .

your life, your experience

your hurt, carefully put away.

I reach out to you

To embrace you, to let you know I care

More than anyone ever could.

Without hesitation.

Without any of the thoughts of entangled relationships.

Our hearts both contain so much complexity

Our pasts sickly warped . . .

But the noise of the silent summer

Molds our problems into one shared love.

It may seems to you that it is all so superficial,

and it saddens me to

know I love you from the deepest hole in my

Heart...

*CoFfEe BoY OuTz*

2005-07-08T22:02:00.000+08:00

Yay!... i bet moz of u out there miz me kan... haha... ngan bedek.. i tahu.. kan kan kan?.. haha...*craps*

Alhamdullilah my term tez week has finished... To be honest neva reali studied well for all e four tez.. i hope i do well.. we wil c wen get e results... Time to update now.. hey peeps sori lah tk hang around ngan korang semue gi far east.. bez nye.. tapi lau i tkde pun tkpela... haha... hope u all guys hav fun..

(p/s: nenek ngan lupe mkn obat tau...)

K juz now juz had my soccer training wif the tampines rover's coach..tapi las min tk menjadi.. so its is schedule nex week... yay! hapi nyer..i hav been starting to score more n more... nowadays juz realised i m getting back my confidence bit by bit... especially in studies, pool, hockey n soccer... tadi training manage to produce 2goals..

Tml 1 whole day will be packed seh.. tapi still wishing tat sumwan will msg ke col me seh throughout e day.. 9 am will be goin for my hockey training.then balik n in e afternoon go to mesjid ghufran for the Nurikhwan welcoming tea until 5.30pm.. guess will wait there until 8pm for my nite klas which will then end at 10pm.. finally rest..haha

But my weekend has not end yet... On that sunday i have a friendly soccer match...FITYAN vs team Isa.. Hope i can contribute more goals for this match...i believe i can.. tapi muz alwaes tell myself to be careful seh.. waduh~!... bdn me cam slalu injured seh biler sports..argh!.. sakit kena tahan seh..

K peeps... me wanna hav my late dinner ferst.. 1 whole dae lum mkn ni...jemput semue...hehe.. *drool* :p

*CoFfEe BoY*

2005-07-03T08:10:00.000+08:00

YAY! OK GO!..... hahaha...

wah da lame seh tk update... act alot to write tapi mls la... haha.. kinda bz.. now i m still in chalet at costa sands wif my families n relatives... chillin for 3days 2nite stay.. tapi not enuf sleep n not enuf fun.. my mind is partly worried for my tez tml...BNT!! Oh ya at 10.30 later nid to check out n then i guess nid to spend e whole tyme studying n memerizing for my tez... n shud i sae its so alot to remember... macam mane seh... oklah..guys.. will update again after e term tez week...

juz wanna sae gud luck to everione for each tez they are sitting for... pray for me too... ciao.. Ok go... yay...
(p/s: thanx for e small n pathetic cake... even though, its still nice n its so swit of u... its e thoughts tat count :p)

*CoFfEe BoY*

2005-06-27T08:27:00.000+08:00

Haha, hehe, huhu, hoho... *craps* (Mondae blues guys)
Ok again i m in in my 3hrs MCT lab..as usual a boring subject as my group members all sux... semue mls nk uat keja.. onli can rely on Pang even though he is playful...
Ok lets tok bout yest... Oh ya i juz learned a new malay werd... haha.. "MOGOK" (is tat correct e spelling?) It means strike eh..haha... tkya mention name la iye sape yg ajar.. tapi confem nanti die nk credits je.. lolx.. went for my soccer match kt padang tadpole near damai sec. It suppose to start at 3.. tapi oppenent janji melayu dtg 3.30..haha
Its FITYAN versus DREAMTEAM
And the formation is 4-5-1
Defender: Isa, Haikal, Zul, (ooops lagi satu sape ar?)
Midfield: Zahid, Asi, Bob, Ustaz Ahmad, Farhan
Striker: ME!
hahaha... so happy... Ferst half score is 4-2(losing)..and second half the score is 5-4(lose)...
a great spirit match by my team.. so proud of u guys.. dun wori we can still do it..
The scorers for my team are: Zahid(1), Ustaz Ahmad(1), Me(2)
We hav done our bez... great... i m looking forward to another match in 3weeks time.. guys lets train ourselves to be strong again k... Hidop fityan! believe in urself...
To be cont....

*CoFfEe BoY*

2005-06-24T22:43:00.000+08:00

YoYoYo... ur time is up, my time is now... haha... * craps*

yesh ar! Finally all my tez are over finally.. FIVE damn hard tez.. to me like hard la..but we wil c how la e results.. juls n rabz tak percaya kn my maths..tkpe nanti i show u wen i got e result.. k recently juz reached home.. so tired after slacking wif nadi n also after havin my soccer training kt mesjid ghufran... baek ar.. Hidop ghufran!.. i heard this sun has a friendly match.. mati la i gini..haha... las wed aru ade hockey match, fri soccer training, sat hockey match, n sun soccer match friendly..waduh.. muscle stii aching..

Todae quite hapi... dunoe y so energetic.. i tink after so long feelin down, finally i m hapi again.. wee~

BAEK AR! finally i hav end my losing streak at pool.. i finally won tadi.. i m so damn hapi seh.. azmi n sid..watch out eh korang.. i m back n i m gonna whoop ur ass at pool... haha.. set e date n time k boyz.. e pro is back again.. tis time u all suffer... i will be on my winning streak.. haha.. mesti krg bace da gementar tau.. takut kan?.. kan kan?.. lolx..

yo nex week da muz burn out seh.. term tez week is in 2 weeks tyme.. nex week hard to study cos weekends ader chalet wif family.. looking forward la.. so ppl lau u free juz cal my hp k.. if not i will be bored..haha..

k guys.. me wanna outz.. nk maen game...haha... cya.. mamat outz...

*CoFfEe BoY*

Boo!

2005-06-23T17:12:00.000+08:00

BOO! hahahahaha....
finished skul alreadie n currently in e business lab wif julie n rabz... saje je kt sini n i try doin my research. walao! juz now maths tez is realy tough la.. asal leh je haikal ckp senang... otak ko!..haha.. confem dpt markah teruknyer.. still hav my las tez tml which is my dynamic tez... 2 question je n i haven reali study fer it.. body is reali aching all over due to e hockey match played yesterday. had a fun dae yest. played against East view sec... n the score is 2-0.. haha.. BAEK TP!~ Even though we fought against a secondary skul..to be honest they are quite good.. so dun underestimate.. Good job guys! u all hav e potential...practice hard k.. oh ya.. i assist a goal..yahoo... Good job mamat..hehe.. (puji diri sendiri seh :P).. n to e other TP boys... haha.. during gals nyer match.. kite semuer dudok at e sideline kacau bdk pompan... hey Aftar no 11 fer u kan... me no 12 nyer k..haha... tame them ferst kan like wat u said..haha... Hope tis sat will hav another match..okla.. nid to cont wif my research.. OutZ!

*CoFfEe BoY*

2005-06-20T21:49:00.000+08:00

Recently juz finished my two tez todae.. MTNPROJ1 and MOE... Maceh leh tahan susah jugak la..haha.. Still hav my other 3 tez this week.. wat happen to e 3tez policy per week ar Hafeez...? haha.. my policy not to have any tez..kan lagi shiok... oh ya recently nothing much happen las week except mainly on Sat is e nadi orientation along wif TPerdayu n one man show(Hafeez) from Sohib... basically juz play games then sabo Zah n lepak ampai mlm..haiz..penat seh..

(p/s: zah main guitar k ngan uat hiasan je!)

Oh tadik tot nk lepak ngan this grp of frenz la... da sampai interchange je... dengar drg da nk balik..waduh..thanx alot la eh.. me from skul seh dtg..haiz.. at last juz catch a bus home.. dun wori la..its nobody fault.. alah..bnyk mase jugak nk waste bab tu... haha... k tis wed..another hockey match against East View sec.. Wanna play well... juz cannot wait... wee~

*cOFfEe BoY*

I DuNoE U AnImOR3!

2005-06-19T10:04:00.000+08:00

Hey guys been bz lately wif stuff in skul.. so currently quite bz to update e fun tat i had during e weekends..haha... nex tyme aite i update... another poem to share..haha

~~I DuNoE u AnIMoR3!~~

I dont know the way you smile,
I dont know the way you cry,
I dont know the way you laugh,
or why you said goodbye.

I dont kow the way you kiss,
I dont know the way you touch,
I dont know how or why i could
miss you so much.

I dont know how to forget you,
I dont know how to move on,
I didnt think that it would work
and now our good times are gone.

So forget the way i looked at you,
Forget the way I'd cry,
forget the reason you left,
and why you said goodbye.

*cOFfEe BoY*

SoMeOnE SpEcIAl

2005-06-16T23:03:00.000+08:00

Hey guys... quite long neva tag alreadie..haha.. wat to do.. bz wif life..haha.. for now i hav another poem to share wif ya all... enjoy this k..

~Someone Special~

Every night I imagine touching your face

But nothing is there except empty space

My dreams are filled with vision of eternal bliss

Sealed by your tender and heavenly kiss

I awake from my dream
Yearning to hold you near

Searching but not finding

Bringing me to tears

I lie there thinking about how you showed me love

Making me wonder if you were sent from heaven above

I fall asleep knowing that you are in my mind and heart

For love is eternal and we will never be apart

*CoFfEe BoY*

2005-06-13T08:40:00.000+08:00

gud mng fellas..... currently now in my MCT lab.. e ferst lab which will be lasting for 3 hours.. not so bad la.. cos later in e evening will hav another 4hours of mtnproj1 lab.. its is onli 30mins has past n it is so damn boring n i am about to fall asleep..haha... nid to do sum peer teaching later.. n its like i dun even understand e subject.. hmmm... how m i gonna pass if i carry on this way... i m trying fer god sake.. haha... muz memorize about 35 instructions to program things for my project which will be given in e weeks to come..

so fast its is alreadie 3rd week... soon will be term tez week... so fast e time flies by.. wow! n my mind is half holiday mood... oh no.. i muz start to revise alealy... i hav other subjects which i have doubts too... especially maths..

To Zah, hapi bdae syg... all e bez in everitink u do.. n hope tat get wat u want... moga kamu panjang umur dan murah rezeki.. todae is ur day k n enjoy.. luv u syg! haha...

To Julie, i m rather ok la.. thanx fer ur concern k.. everytime msg me e same thing.. "mamad r u ok?"... hahaha... funny gal la u.. remember k to invite me to study wif u all.. haha.. eh nex tyme crash in ur free ascess lab again k... haha.. nk step jadi bdk business je.. wee~

Oh my, well let me continue my werk ferst.. guys hav a pleasant morning k... unlike me.. ending at 8pm later..hmph...

*cOfFeE BoY*

2005-06-11T22:15:00.000+08:00

halu.... wow... so tired and had quite fun wif my nadi peeps todae. hang around wif azmi, julie n rabz. Had my ferst hockey match.. well it luks rather like a training..tapi overall it went smooth la.. hav much confidence... kip it up mamat! puji sendiri seh.. (",) It starts at 9 in e morning and end around 12plus.. its so damn hot.. luk at e clock memang tk nampak bayang bayang diorang la.. i mean e nadi peeps.. me lam hati da like.. "hahaha... diorang ni yeryer or je.." haha.. tap in my 2nd match skali nampak diorang.. me da like tutop muke.. eh y they cum..alermak.. seriusly cam paiseh seh... my teammates da like asking eh y close ur face.. game da nk start seh..haha... tapi seriusly.. thanks for cumin down to support me.. i m so touched.. well my team did won..yeah!.. nice job comrades..wee...

oh ya.. went off straight away from hockey... then slack wif e nadis... p mkn dulu kt long john ferst... ish todae not my dae seh.. nk jatuh, chilli tumpah, tergigit mulut la due kali lak tu.. bad luck dae i guess... haiz... after tat went to play pool wif azmi n sid..met up wif sid after eating.. n as usual the gerls will sit one corner as posers. s they dun wanna play..weak ar.. its like me kena trashing AGAIN from azmi n sid..three occasions in a row.. i dunow wat is happening to me..so dissapointed wif myself.. i cant believe tat i cannot win even once.. mebbe my mind is so preoccupied... haiz... sori guys if i m so sad juz now... cam bingit ar wif myself..or mebbe too tired..haha... after tat went to so called "window shopping"... haha.. go tm, go cs, go tm, go cs.. sit at e massage thing kt tm cam bdk tak tahu malu..haha.. sesuai untuk nenek cam rabz..haha.. then go arcade to play e tablehockey eh.. tak tahu de name la.. the teams are.. me n rabz versus azmi n julie... n e winner is.... jeng jeng jeng.. unfortunately not me n rabz..haha.. lose 12-5 seh... neva mind nex tyme kite belasah drg k rabz.. n julie make a fool of herself.. hehe.. melayang die punyer hitter..haha.. jauh lak tu.. n b4 our match we all watch e moz semangat n funniest boi playing tat game wif his dad and mum.. tunggu lamer then our turn seh...

oh ya not long azmi ciao.. n we continue our jln2.. and finally gave up..so tired n went to chill at e coffee bean.. gerek jugak eh share our stories after one another.. oh me n sid so romantik lagik.. for god sake.. i m straight tau... kite chat chat chat chat until 7... half throughout bz on e fone..sori tk layan u all..haha... by 7 we all go separate ways... shud do tat again sum time again... well.. its a nice day to release stress.. still hav my nex hockey friendly match nex wed.. nids to b confem again...haha..hopes win again.. yeah..

(p/s: thankiew for those hu came to support me k... so touched!)

*CoFfEe BoY*

2005-06-10T15:15:00.000+08:00

Hey, me feelin much betta now.. but hav a slight fever je.. tomolo stil hav my hockey friendly match.. rite now siddique is at my house lepak karang while waiting for azmi to finish. tot of going to play pool or juz slacking je... Nga main winning eleven ni kt ps2..haha... gerek juga ade teman skali skala lepak kt my house... nanti much later i update again.. toodles... nak main game..wee.... haha..

*CofFeE BoY*

CoNfESsIoN

2005-06-10T15:06:00.000+08:00

HelOo.. Yest was like cleaning up my room then came across 1 poem which i wrote las semester during e exams.. haha.. Julie n aida confem tahu nyer poem ni..remember tak?.. Juz wanna share share wif everyone.. Hope you all like it.

Here goes...

~ConFeSSiOn~

Love is such a miracle

and somtetimes makes you feel lost

comes and makes you feel delighted yet sometimes

it fade away and makes you feel neglected

We must find ways to maintain

and nurture our love with care

never ever take for granted the love

that we both share

At times I made mistake and break your heart

at times I am slow and and hurts you much

but don't give up easily cos it will

tear our love apart

I hope one day you will realise

how important you are in my heart

because I love you more

than i ever thought I could with all my heart

*CoFfEe BoY*

2005-06-09T22:08:00.000+08:00

Alooha.... todae tried bein happy in front of my frenz.. juz cud not show my sadness in front of them..or i will feel utterly bad.. they miz me so much n was happy juz now for tat onli 1 hour during break.. well change of plans and we went to MENSA for lunch.. they reali do entertain me..miz ol those jokes we used to hav.. still bein bothered wif e same stuff..haiz... basically juz trying to put it s far s possible... its not tat i m running away.. but juz i hav much more important stuff to do...

Juz now had a meetin wif e nadi comm. then crash along wif e meeting wif irfan. actually went there was to watch e pentas cd je.. since dah kat sane dengar jeklah sambil makan snacks..haha.. cokelat..yummy... akibatnye nga sakit tekak lagik ni..padahal aru baek yest.. haiz..

Well, i wanna rest now... wanna sort my probs n find some solutions la.. sori guys for e down spirit entry.. cya around... *CoFfEe BoY*

2005-06-08T03:19:00.000+08:00

Heloo.. Juz reached home around 10plus after my hockey training. Actually met up wif my family n went to have my dinner wif them at Afghanistan. Lau tk lapar, dah memang tak pegi. Lolx. Bab terlalu penat!
Basically todae skul was e bez in each week. Ade onli this subject je...BNT.. *winks* Oh met up wif haikal,razali along wif few hockey team mates. Went to e usual place at the 8th floor to study. Our standard port..hehe.. The bez place to study seh. Then receive a call from Nisa, new hockey freshie(yr 1)... haha.. TP oi!(oi) TP oi!(oi) TP oi!(sak sak oi)...haha.. *craps* Oh ya Nisa so nice of u to hang around wif us even though u r e onli gal. Wen she arrived je, to be honest trus tak blaja... So engrossed wif the stories of her life. Kacau Zah n Shah b4 their tutorial..haha..Therefore the equation is: study 10% and listening 80% kacau people 10%. wakakaka...
Oh yeah! Finally my hockey training. The werst training ever i eva had in my life. Sumhow, my shots are horrible,terrible and pathetic. Sori guys for not focusing and concentrating. A big dissapointment to all of u. I juz dunnoe y. It's like sumtin bothering me big time in my empty head.I juz dunoe wat it is. I will buck up k. This Sat will be my ferst debut in a hockey friendly match against SCC at TP astro turf from 9am-12pm. Well kinda scared though. Yikes! Oh god gimme e strength n endurance! Amin...
Lastly, final thanks to Fazli for ur kind gift but not greatly appreciated. During the match he whacked the ball and left a nicely blue-black hockey ball mark on my left calf. Sakit Oit! i will hav my revenge soon..haha...jaga ko tau..
All rite guys.. i m so like a dead zombie now.. i hav klas at 9 tomolo.. will be reunited wif my frenz during break...haha.. muz use smart-smart kn... we hav a big mission tomolo.. Confem gereknyer.. Cant wait.. NitEs! *CoFfEe BoY*

2005-06-07T22:07:00.000+08:00

Hey..this will be like my third entry for todae. N there is tis sumwan hu alwaes kip saying "update lebih" haha.. can't mention e name though... I noe u noe k.. lolx. Fine..i will update much more. oh ya btw..been wondering eva since yest, whether shud I cut my hair or not.. haiz.. if yes, hmmm.. wat style shud it be.. Armani ke? Hair wif e tail ke? Botak?..hehe.. so in dilemma. well ppl wat do u tink?.. lau panjang, it is like rimas. shud I cut my hair? shud not? nah.. help me, my beloved frenz.. kekeke.
Oh my, tomolo I hav my hockey training. Actually lookin forward to it very much. Leh release stress.. haha.. 2nd year is much more demanding..fuyoh.. juz had my maths tez todae. I hope i can get full marks though. But i juz think i will hav mistakes la cos i basically did not check my werk. After 15 mins, i juz hand in e paper n left. nk step pandai jek mamat... Neways, sumhow I find hockey is much more interesting than floorball. Yeah!! Hockey rocks! Gonna be so tired tomolo for sure. the hockey training will end at 7 plus. But one thing for sure will reach home around 9plus.

wow its 10 o'clock alreadie... i still hav my MOE research to do.. i will update lagik k tml..

NITE... *CoFfEe BoY*

~By My SiDe~

2005-06-07T10:12:00.000+08:00

Tonight I saw eclipse of your

Smile within my own

Reflection oh you looked

So beautiful

A tear ran down my face

And all my memories erased

Oh why did ya have to leave my side

Oh why do all the rivers flow to the ocean

And why does all the love in the world come from the heart

And why does all the pain I feel come from deep inside

Oh all these questions I could have answered

If you were by my side

Something made me look at you

Something made me do what I had to do, girl

Something made me talk to you

Something made me do what I should

I want you by my side

Now every day the pain I feel

Slowly fades away

And all the memories of you and me

Are always here to stay

Oh what I'm asking girl

Is one more chance

To let me in your life

Oh girl if you give me one more chance

Then I could be right by your side

*CoFfEe BoY*

2005-06-07T08:31:00.000+08:00

A very gud mng to everibody... guess hu's back.. back again.. CoFfEe BoY's back.. back again.. haha.. morning madness.. sori... sumhow finding sum precious time from my bz schedule to juz update since everione keeps telling "update alwaes", "dun be lazy"... dan sewaktu dengan nyer.. now juz sitting at home cabut my 9'o clock klas which is MOE lect..fuyoh e moz draggy lecturer which goes on repeating n repeating e same line all and over again... tak leh angkat ar.. seret pun tkleh..haha... act i nie bdk baek ar tk cabut nyer..haha.. (ya rite).. but then sumhow i gave e brilliant idea to my frenz yest nite..i m e mastermind...cool.. "wanna cabut MOE lect?".. fuyoh respond straightaway.."SET AR!"... so sape yg cabut tu is haikal,razali,brendon n lastly ME..hahaha.. i m so bad... oh ya thanx Bo Ling 4 marking our attendances... Luv u for this.. oh ya.. my nex klas is at 12pm... tot of goin back to la la land..tapi sumhow juz cant close my damn eyes...hey i juz remembered..sumwan forget to wake me up todae... hmph.. (Noti eh!!).. hehe.. well neva mind todae kasi off for u... kesian die..wee.... okae la..till here kaes.. i nid to wash up n study fer my maths bonus quiz later on.. *toodleS*

2005-06-06T10:00:00.000+08:00

Yo, this will be my so called my "ferst" official entry..haha... eh ppl do comment on my blog k.. well now still trying hard to find a nice skin for my blog.. argh... todae skul is from 8am-8pm... damn 12 long hours of skul... now currently having my MCT lab. oh ya..in addition there is this girl called Jill sitting beside me..damn irritating n pestering me to write bout her.... oh ya...ok gtg...i have other stuff to complete... *coffeeboy*

2005-06-05T20:24:00.000+08:00

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12345..
*nonsense*
just recalled back e times when e nadians talk bout blogs...haha
They mentioned tat azmi juz had e template, which reminds me of that i used to have a template too..haha... neva mind this will be my blog now..haha.. i will update soon k...